I'm so goddamm tired. Just, everything that's going on in my life right now is killing me. I wish I could turn back and slit my wrists the first time I got a fucking chance. God, life is horrible. I'm not just physically exhausted. It's mental and emotional as well. I can't keep distracting myself with games and movies and books and television and music. It's gonna end up destroying me.
Ha, what's new with that? Ugh, I feel so horrible. I'm the worst sister in the world. And I'm unattractive as hell. And lazy and just horrible as a person. God, fuck my life.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK